Saturday, August 28, 2004 wEeK oF Happening , shock & fun ~~!! *before i'm gonna write this entry.... juz be inform that i'm rushing for time...... so pls pardon me for that ....!!! Monday 23th well , as usual , we noe , were monday's blue..... everything were so boring .....& everyone's mind was aiming for "BooK Out Day"... den came a shocking news , came one of buddy , TAN , with a pathetic , sad look on his face , hand held a piece of paper .... " I'm Dropped to PES F.... " Oh my GOd.... , that's super shocking to everyone of us .... Tan was a gentleman with a heart-problem before he came in , & thus we were onli expected him to get a PES E , & thus he can continue his NS life as a clerk ..... everyone had have mixed feeling , dunno whether to congraulate him or to console him.... congraulate as in he no need to serve NS anymore.... R.O.D console as in he gonna plan for his future even earlier den anyone of us.... & a guy without completing his NS will have tougher chance of getting jobs... Life Suck , so gonna walk along with it ..... had our last dinner together , had our last tok-cockness in bunk , had our photo took inside bunk , everything last time with him ard ..... As this wk i was the PlaTOON IC , i let him had the chance to be an IC for the last time .... during the water parade..... juz as we gonna drink up .... we toast it to TAN .... : " To TAN !!! " after water parade , the whole lot of us .... marched him off .... it's a Sad moments manz . to the max . Tuesday 24th hmm.... nothing much abt this day , more on lessons , & preparation for tomolo Final Exercise ~! a Exercise where we applied what we learned , into real situation ... Wednesday 25th Finally the Day , we've been awaiting for since DAY 1 had arrvied . Final Exercise . it's early 9am in the morning & we arrived to this damn place called "MTV" Mandai Training Village it's previously handled by the ARMY , then to the police , & finally back to US . it's an old army camp , but somehow been turned into debris stuff . well , in this final exercise , the NCOs will plant the "bodies" of the dummy casualties around the whole damn camp . & we gonna "save" it..... juz b4 we started , it rained . thus we gonna delay awhile more..... rain stopped . whole damn place was WET like hell manz.... okie... exercise started , mine platoon were instructed for "Ground Rescue" . There were this huge FIRE blazing at ground floor . thus some of us needed to extingush it ..... & guess what .....this huge FIRE need 15 extingusher to deflame it... damnz.... that's lousy we are ....=) ahha... okie , a simple lesson on extingushers to u all .... 1) Red in colour : Water Pressure Extingusher ( onli can use on solid material like woods & plastics ) 2) Blue in colour : Dry Powder Extingusher ( mostly use onto liquid & flammable gases ) 3) Black in colour : CO2 extingusher ( most common , use on anything ) fire stop , thus the whole team went to search for casualties . in this exercise , there'll be "injection" , which meant there'll be LIVE casualties if happen one of the guy did any mistakes in the whole process ...... there'll be "Air Raid" too , which , too , meant if a siren is sound , everyone else needed to be evaculate to the safe zone . okie , now here's mine part of what i did . i saved quite a few of dummy casualties , as they were much more easier to detect . then i came into this quite dark room , tot of searching of an dummy .... neber did i tot , i found a "LIVE" casualtie . handle it awhile , & found he's having leg injures and thus needed stretcher . then came an "air raid" , then self-ish me , ran away without attending to him . hahaa...... back in safety zone , those instructors scolded the hell out of us , cause we did not do our part as a rescuer to save people out of the debris . ahha...... 1st time wat... wat u expect...haha okie..... start 2nd rd , this time as usual , in search of casualties again . save 1 , save 2 , save 3 , then , the bloody air raid came again ..... damnz ...... as i was abt to run back , there came a voice , " oit , come & help me ....." there stood a rescurer & a live casualtie . As a rescurer pt of view , i ran back . i helped the other rescurer to carry the casualtie . then , came a voice from one of the NCOs , " the 3 of you , DOwn now !!! " thus the 3 of us , laid down on a pool of water on the ground & became casualties . damn it , was quite pissed at first , cause mine intention was to save people , in the end , kanna this shitty things ..... in the 3rd round , was being rescued .... finally being saved out from a pool of water .... okie , finally exercise ended ....... overall experiences learnt from it ..... hmm , what should i said ???? guess it's harder to explain in words , as real situations in real life will gonna be more serious & tougher than this . World Peace !!! Thursday 26th after a hard work yesterday , it's time for another tough test . C.A test ( Chemical Agent ) this time round , we gonna wear those chemical suit where u seen on tV , (it's oso in mine friendster pix ......) together with a face mask , that make you had a tough time breathing , and worst still , you gonna stay inside a stuffy room , where there's cough gases inside....or watever chemical involved . before going in the room , we did "some" exercises .... like push-up ...ard 20 times , touch the bloody wall over the other side of the buiding ..... simple jogging ard the whole villages ..... damnz..... okie , finish our "simple" exercises , we entered , we were instructed to be seated on the ground . our NCOs were in the room too ..... okie , here come the best part ..... there were ard 17 of us inside .... our NCOs put the small pills of chemical onto a burn machine to activate it . as we still putting on our mask , thus there ain't effect 1st . here came the 1st guyz . he've been told to took off the mask , & with NCOs beside him , grabbing his both arms tightly . 1st reaction : Cough , Struggles , Tears .... damnz , it's too hard for anyone to handle manz... it's beyond mine imagination . the 1st few that went out , had a hard time struggling to overcome the Gases . soon , it's mine turn . the NCOs went to put in more pills , as he thought the effects have lessen ..... i stood up , & took off mask . damnz ...... mine whole face is burning REd .... somehow like WASABI * 1000 times even when the NCOs asked simple questions like : " say ur name & IC no . " mine whole mind went bonkers , onli noe that mine main objectives was to aim for the EXIT DOOR . & struggle like a mad manz . i knew what i was doing at the point of moments .... wanna to answer his questions , but the effects juz overcame mine mind . after the Door was opened , it's like heaven to me , & AIr had neber smell so gd in mine entire life . mine whole face was burning , nose was dripping with liquids (gross) & throat been coughing like something struck inside .. it's the worst look in mine whole entire life .... overall comment abt this event : it's GREAT manz .... neber noe it could be such a tough feeling .... dun intend to try again .... ahha...... Friday 27th nothing much abt this day ..... juz that mine S.O.C have been cancelled , as there's event held in the parade Sq . hmm..... this wk actually should have a long wkend for me one. ... but somehow kanna GUARD DUTY ... so had to report back to camp by sunday 7.30am damnz sianz......... haiz..... everything so rush ..... *well , that's all ............abt this wk ..... hope it's somehow entertaining....... sorry abt those short explanation p.s : here's a webby of some pix http://gaylord.typoerror.com/ hey , no pt reading mine bunk mate psycho blog . juz see pix can liao .... ********************************************************** it's her BDAY soon .... hmm..... well.......hope her advance happy 20th bday here ... =) BeAv|s KaObEi at 12:10:00 PM | Sunday, August 22, 2004 4th wk of Rec James ~!~ hoorayz..... i got a "SILVER" for mine IPPT . actually should have got a "GOLD" instead . mine running needed 9.44 mins for 2.4Km , but i ran 9.45 or more..... shitty.... haha....but it's better den failing.... this wk we also had another test , called "REPT" Rescuers Equipment Proficiency Test it's a test where we need to time our speed & knowledge on those rescue equipments . it's a fun test . haha..... i got a class 2 for it .... something like a B grade in it . onli 2 got A grade . upcoming test will be SOC (Special Obstacle Course) & Final Exercise !! Buck Up .....CHAO RECRUIT.....!!!! this wk , we also did some confidence training . called "Canvas Jump" where we , jumped from 3rd storey , onto a canvas held by 28 mens ..... *like those old movies where there's fire .... & those poor pple needed to jump onto the canvas held by peoples on the lower ground......* haha , it's fun manz.... should have jumped 2 or 3 more times !! 3 more wks to go..... Go Go Go..... ********************************************************* this wk , was kind of more slacking ... as most of the lessons were taught , finished ... thus , i have much free time in bunk . thus , meaning .... i have more time to think abt HER . HER . it's weird . i can't figure out her face . the images of her . guess it's been mths , since i last saw her . i tried harder to "draw" her in mine mind . the dark sky . the wall . is she fading away ?? i doubt so . i still remember her . juz that the images ain't that clearer . those hurts i had. those funs we had . those lonely-ness . those together-ness . so the 1st things i did ... was to look at the photo of us . well , saw her online on saturday noon .. didn't talk to her . didn't bother with me . actually wanna to ask abt her how-about ... things n so on .... as a frenz .... but times not right .... i guess .... wait till 1st sept ...... 10 more awaiting dayz .... " ....it's hard to let someone enter ur life . but ... it's even harder to let someone walk out of ur life .... " "....IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE , SET HER FREE.. IF SHE COMES BACK , SHE'S YOURS, IF SHE DOESN'T , SHE NEVER WAS..." BeAv|s KaObEi at 3:43:00 PM | Saturday, August 21, 2004 Luther Vandross - I'd Rather I thought some time alone was what we really needed you said this time would hurt more than it helps but I couldn't see that I thought it was the end of a beautiful story and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone and I tried to find out if this one thing is true that I'm nothing without you I know better now and I've had a change of heart I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart I'd rather have the one who holds my heart whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah And then I met someone and thought she could replace you we got along just fine we wasted time because she was not you we had a lot of fun though we knew we were faking love was not impressed with our connection built on lies, on lies so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true that I'm nothing without you I know better now and I've had a change of heart I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart I'd rather have the one who holds my heart who holds my heart I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you, I can only prove the things I say with time, please be mine, I'd rather have bad times with (please be mine) you, than good times with someone else (I know) I'd rather be beside you in a storm (anytime), than safe and warm by myself (so sure baby) I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart I'd rather have the one who holds my heart (my heart) I'd rather have bad times with you (surely), than good times with someone else (surely) I'd rather be beside you in a storm (oh yeah), than safe and warm by myself (all by myself) I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart (you know it) I'd rather have the one who holds my heart I'd rather have the one who holds my heart I'd rather have the one who holds my heart whoooo.....who holds my heart BeAv|s KaObEi at 6:56:00 PM | Sunday, August 15, 2004 WhAt 2 wRiTe ?? well , Aug 9 , NaTion's BirthDayz ...... i was doing stand-by through-out that day at the stadium . OR basically i should said that i slept through-out that whole day . the whole stand-by was a piece of crapz..... until the part where it's turn for the grand finale , THE FIREWORKS !!! there , were i , seated beside my mate .... admiring the blazing Light in the Dark Sky....... at that point of moment , a strong feeling came into me . the thoughts of her . at that point , i wished , she was beside me , hand in hand , capturing the beautiful moments in life . felt like telling her : " All this beautiful moments were meant for you ~! " but back to reality , fireworks DO fades in darkness . okiez....... think i shouldn't mention her that much . ***************************************************************** so how's life in SCDF ?? Singpore Cannot Depend / Defence Force ............. as usual , those sucky lesson , sucky training .......... BORING....... well , 11 persons from mine platroon were selected for the Drill Competition . i was 1 of those . Those Selected , were those with basic knowledge of drill , and thus easier to adapt with the environment of drills . well , nothing much to mention abt it , juz hope we will win .... cause rumours said that , if we win the competition , we'll gonna have tonz of benefits like pass in REPT , pass in IPPT , pass in SOC , even if you fail it...... so juz pray it's realli like that manz....... ***************************************************************** kind of in dilemma , choosing btw SRB & AA ..... so toking abt the pros n cons abt each , SRB ( Special Rescue Battalion) aka ( Sit & Relax Bunch ) Pros you do nothing almost everyday , from what i see ..... 8 - 5 job , and your allowance for a PRIVATE is $600 ...... and thus a good vocation for saving up $$ ... Cons You gonna stay in for almost 2yrs plus , and it's super far from mine house . & sometime if nothing to do , is super sianz one lor ...... STAND BY for 2 yrs ......haiz.... AA ( Ambulance Attendant ) Pros allowance is ard $500 plus , it's a 2 days ON / OFF works , (2 day / 2 off / 2 nite) thus you onli work 15 days in a month ....... and you dealing with different cases everyday..... no stay in , no nothing , Cons You're dealing with injures / Death / EVERYDAY . it's a matter of Life & Death . can i face it ?? Tough Decision , hmm........ who noe........ but wk 5/6 i should know mine posting liaoz .............. anyway let GOD path the way that he wanna me to go ~! next wk is IPPT . sianz..... mine PULL up still suck.... die liao lahz...... i don't wanna to stay back on Saturday to do "pull-up".... someone HELP me ~~~~~~~~ BeAv|s KaObEi at 2:05:00 PM | Saturday, August 07, 2004 A week of EvEnT ~! okie..... still remember abt the ERS n FF i was toking abt in the earlier BLOG entry . you all can forget abt that liao .... noe what ? mine whole PLATROON were all rejected out . damn it . the reason : " FULL liao !!! " damn it , a simple lame excuses like this , in a monday wee morning , where we rushed 10 mins to PACK our freaking bags . that've definitely have spoilted the enthusiasm in us for the whole week . obviously , all of us felt dejected . but we still gonna pretended that's still chances . kind of a self-console thing !! well , so ERS n FF are out , so what's left ?? (u might ask....) yes !! left with a shitty vocation called SRB . long form : Special Rescue Battalion that's what the most likely vocation , they proclaimed we will KANNA . so in a simple form to explain what this vocation is abt : remember Sept 11 & Highway Collapse , that's what we do . in search for survivors ...... okie..... don't tok so much abt it . who noe i might kanna BLUFF by those lame Ass guyz again . so talking abt training & lesson : it's getting tougher & sometime veri enrichment . in term of those simple machines we gonna use to save lifes . nothing much to mention abt those . well , it's juz wk 2 . down to 5 . may i pass mine IPPT & SOC ... *********************************************************** wonder y i book out on thur nite & book in monday morning ?? i volunteered to help out in NDP for some lame duties lah , thus get to book out on FRI nite . but , Friday was my graduation ceremony , & thus they have no choice , but to let me off on thur nite .... & have no intention of getting me back and book out again . (a waste of time) thur nite to monday morning . 3 n 1/2 days of OFF . hooray.......so can rest more manz...ahhaa thank god for that !!! *********************************************************** Graduation 2004 turn out of people was great . spent all those $$ & 3 yrs , juz for a moment like this ..... it's once in a lifetime event where you gonna go on stage & so many pple clap for ya !! pay $5 for those Pro to "shoot" a pix of ya on stage . ahha..... think it's quite worth it..... can keep it as a Memorable Remembrance !! managed to talk to frenz whom i hardly seen for mths , since finishing our FYP . so miss all of them manz .... & thus took a few photos with them all . actually intended to take a pix with a lady / crush , someone whom i proclaimed is the prettiest in mine course . but somehow didn't have the courage , guts , balls ... to even talk to her or give a simple smile . ahha..... ain't i weak in that area ?? =p well , till now , i still can remember mine 1st day in NYP . the 1st step into classroom , the 1st lesson of the semester , the 1st person whom i tok to , the lonely lunch that i had alone , the strange looks i got from otherz , those lovely seniors i seen ....( hahaa ) remember the life we all had have , the soccer ball that we kicked , the basketball that we passed ard , the jokes that we laughed abt , the babes we "bio"ed , the lecturers that we loved n hated , the swimming pool where it's so fun in it , the airport studies we had together day b4 the exam , void deck where we gathered & studied , KTV songs that we sang , the boring lesson that we skipped , the quiz where we helped each others , ".......Three Years in Poly seem like Yesterday...." i gonna miss everything , everyone . Seriouslly speaking , i WOULDN'T 4get anyone of you all . although i hardly contact you all or watever shit , you're still in the "folder" of mine memories . nothing can delete any single one of you . unless I'm being Format .... ahha......*lame MISS you all GUYz.... BeAv|s KaObEi at 12:13:00 AM |

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