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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Think what's best for you, not what the best thinks of you

Aug 15...
marks another day of work.
another noon shift... another boring day.

What came upon me in recent work scope,
realise that no matter how highly paid you are and if you have no passion for that job,
it's not worth working in there anymore.

Seriously, i know money is everything. It control the devil in us.
But still, my naive heart believe that there're still things even MONEY can't buy.

Your interests, your love, what's makes of you.
Everything that you can't buy with money.

I asked myself,

" Am i gonna be working in a place that make me piss off most of the time, dealing with bastards/bitches callers of singapore, making me realise that singaporeans like me and so-called "highly educated" people are just a bunch of uneducated in moral & manner ??? "

Yes, I know my future wouldn't be dealing with phone calls or so,
but still, i come up with a decision of working in a place where i love most. SPORT.

SPORT, yes... for now.
I never know the future nor predict it.
If all come too wrong, I'll go in search for my love/passion in other jobs.

Love can be of the shortest periods/moments in our life.
Like me being a PTI in 2 years of my NS life.

I hate to admit but i actually love my NS vocation as a PTI.
Though it's freakin low paid, but i love the job so much.

I get to teach recruits, i'm like a leader in them.
I get respect from most of them.

When it's my free time, i can do anything i like.. like gym, swims and other activities.
Rock-climbing, soccer, basketball, running and not forgetting... SLEEPING without getting caught.

But still, in doing what i love, i have to face what i hate.
DB stake, F-up OCs, Stupid commander and idiots recruits.

Yes, We can't have the best of both world.
And i truly believe in that.

I know most people would aruge about such topics :

"If your passion is worth less than a thousand, and your hated is worth more than that~!
Why not ?? Endure awhile and it's be over.

Not many people can do what they love... just look around you. Do you think that auntie loves doing that cleaner job ? That Office lady loves her 8-5 job ?

No... not all of us can find what we love. There's exceptation probably one in a thousand, or more. I don't know~! "

I agreed with what's argue.
That's reality. That's the Real World. That's the Real us.

We love to do what we hate.
Simple as that.

To do what we love,
first we will meet with failure and disagreement from others.

In this world, Everyone is right.
so what i mean everyone is right?

No one will goes around and admit they're in the wrong.
No one will show you their failure, their mistakes.

Very few does that.
In works, in love, in everything.

Do boss goes to you and say :
"Hey james. I just realised your concept on this project is excellent, i'm sorry i didn't took it on earlier and rather accept that other plan that make things worst. "

No. Because Boss is always right.
They're never in wrong. Even in wrong, It's not theirs. It's yours.

Yes. I may be wrong.
But this world keeps showing the dark side to me.

Now my world is getting darker,
cause it's raining heavily outside...! *cold*

Whatever it is,
stick to what you think is best for you.

Think what's best for you, not what the best thinks of you.


BeAv|s KaObEi at 11:37:00 AM
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