Saturday, October 21, 2006
Love...
The more i think love is beautiful,
The more i wanna be single.
Simple as that~!
BeAv|s KaObEi at 1:42:00 AM
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Monday, October 16, 2006
Life in Mono
It's great,
having a few friends. Your elder.
You'll see the future.
Brighter, Clearer.
The future you want to lead.
The future you detest having.
Their piece of advice.
Worth noting down. Some worth the shit.
Some's getting married or getting an honours...
Some's buying a new house or getting a new job...
Some's having a new car or having a new relationship...
Some's doing nothing or thinking of doing something...
I don't know about you guys about your senior friends.
I see some future of me in them.
The goods and bads. Mostly the bads.
I see myself getting a life i hate.
Monotonous.
Work... Sleep... Home... Wake... Work... Sleep... Home... Wake...
I need a life.
I need a job.
I need a relationship.
I need a car.
I need a house.
I need a booze.
I need my friends.
I need some outing.
I need to watch movies.
I need to get some new clothes.
I need a tan.
I need caffeine.
I need my PS2.
I need fun.
I need jokes.
I need laughters.
I need mahjongs.
I need clubbing.
I need sports.
I need workouts.
I need my bungee jumping.
I need my sky-diving.
I need bagpacking in Europe.
I need travel.
I need a bit of everything in my life.
I need ....... just what else more i need?
Well, i know what i need.
I need
MONEY to do all of that.
But "making" money makes me monotone and back to square one.
Earning that extra pot of money will lose all of my "needs".
It's between a life i'm craving for and a life i'm force to be in.
I miss those good old days.
Out cycling, out chatting late..., out soccer-ing.
Those camping days.
Where we have no burdens or what-so-ever about tomorrow.
Those were the days where there's no worries for tomorrow,
For tomorrow will worry for itself.
It's all gone now.
We're so into the future ~!
Credit.
We think ahead of tomorrow. We see what's coming in a years' time.
Probably 5years. 10years.
We talked about saving.
We talked about houses, cars, marriage, degree and even jobs.
It sucks.
Why do i have to come to such a pathetic stage?
Spare my brain a thoughts.
It's the size of my pinky finger.
How can i possibly stuff all this shits in it ?
I'm left with 7years.
What about you ??
I'm just 23, yet i had a few regrets for the past 22yrs.
I can't imagine what's gonna happen when i'm 60 and had to regret about 50yrs of my past.
Pessmist, yes i am.
BeAv|s KaObEi at 2:01:00 AM
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Monday, October 09, 2006
Rainz...
Drenching in the rain,
help clearing my mind on things unpath.
And rainbow shows itself after rain.
so where's mine?
BeAv|s KaObEi at 3:08:00 PM
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